Today, I'm opening the lid on the daily reality of an energy-sensitive being. A lighthouse, a lightworker, energy healer, light beacon, etc. The name list for us is endless. I've spoken about this before in my Insta feeds, but I decided to spill the beans on the subject here in my blog too.
Already sounding very esoteric or woo woo-stuff to you? I understand. I'm not talking about knitting, cooking, what's on TV, or baking here, but let me tell you this is nothing weird. It's just plain normal stuff, 'peruskauraa' in Finnish, a walk in the park for us many.
And, we are everywhere, just normal people living our lives and cleansing the collective energy, supporting others, and raising the overall energy of our planet.
At present, people are waking up at a high speed. It's like mushrooms popping in the woods. Or, like the sound of champagne bottles being open.
The speed is good, so count yourself lucky if you are a 'newly awakened one' or are going through the process at present.
It is suuuuper bloody HARD, I know, but at least what you're going through doesn't take yeaaaars and even decades! Like it has taken for very many, myself included.
You see, there was a time when I thought I was going cuckoo, literally.
I just felt out of place and nothing made sense. Everything was supposed to be OK yet I felt plain EMPTY. I felt empty in my marriage, empty about moving back to Finland in 2007, starting my life over (once again, heh), my state of health, my career, just sooooo many things felt out of place.
The WORST of all feelings was the GUILT I felt, in fact, for years afterward. Many people do not know it. I suffered big time, especially from walking away and ending my marriage.
Therefore, the myth 'it's easy for the one that decides to divorce/ leave' has no place in my life. It's not true, plain and simple. In my case, as I mentioned, everything was supposed to be 'fine', but I just felt hollow and unhappy. I had to change things. I had no option.
Whether you feel good or bad, you radiate that around you 24/7. I wanted the best for our son and my ex, as strange as it sounds, so I did what I did.
Therefore, listening to your gut and your feelings often don't make ANY sense what so ever, but you just KNOW that you have to change things. The process is not for the faint-hearted, it takes an h*** of a lot of courage and willpower to go through all the pain, letting go, keep rebirthing, and KEEP going when you feel like you just cannot anymore.
But, you can. You always pull through in the end, one way or the other.
It has come more mainstream and accepted now that putting yourself first in a HEALTHY way is the best thing one can do. Especially when there are kids or other people in general involved.
Fortunately, along my journey, I picked up upon the subtle hints from the universe where to go next and always got directed towards the right people and things to help me carry on. Or, I simply just happened to read the correct material on the internet.
At times I have failed big times and I've had to toss my compass to correct my route. But hey, that's called life, don't you agree? Like I've shared in my earlier posts, I'm currently rebirthing my career in a big way, alongside other stuff.... But, you will hear the stories, no worries!
If you have not been feeling 'your normal self' in recent days, months, or even years, do realize that you are okay and that what you may be experiencing is "The SHIFT".
This is a normal process when the universal vibrational energy forces you to rise above your normal 3D level of existence here on Earth. It's all GOOD!
Before we dive into the symptoms, I gotta share one thing. We have joked with my many 'intu-friends', as I like to call them, that we are actually working 24/7 and we don't get paid for it. For instance, when you have weeks or days when you're not sleeping well it kiiiinda gets hard. I'm sure you can relate!
One good example is from last week. I cannot recall the day, but I was in a bad mood, for no reason and I'm rarely really pissed off, trust me! Anyway, my phone rang and a dear friend of mine was asking how I was feeling. "I feel sooo bloody vexed without no reason!?".
It was the same at the other end. So, this is how we keep going. Consulting each other and time and time again, find out that we're experiencing the same symptoms.
Anyway, time to splash the symptoms out. Do note that the intensity will always differ for all of us as we are all very unique:
Feeling completely out of whack, no energy, lethargy, needing more sleep;
Craving for certain foods (e.g. carbohydrates) and at times needing a lot of food;
Feeling more edgy and sensitive; feeling anxious, stressed, nervous or pissed off; weeping, feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or experience intense energy;
Experiencing a feeling of disorientation, not knowing where you are, a loss of a sense of place;
Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body (NOTE! very weird, often old symptoms may suddenly pop up, but they're also over in a flash so you won't feel sick for hours, let alone for days);
Feeling nauseous or like you're about to faint, your head keeps spinning;
Regularly waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m.;
Memory loss/ brain fog and 'seeing and hearing’ things, ears ringing;
Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings (crowds, noise, foods, TV, scents and smells, loud human voices, and various other stimulations just becomes barely tolerable), feelings of overwhelm, and getting easily overstimulated;
Feeling you don’t feel like doing anything; you absolutely cannot do certain things anymore (when you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful)
The sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, needing to change jobs and residences;
Vivid, wild, and sometimes violent dreams;
Night sweats and hot flashes (and no, nothing to do with menopause etc.);
Your plans suddenly change in the middle of everything and go in a completely different direction; you have created a situation that seems like the worst nightmare. Though looking back later when the tsunami is over, you will have gratitude for the experience and you will be a different person altogether.
(It's your specific journey, and your soul would not have brought it up if you weren’t ready. You are the one who finds your way out and you will).
Last but not least, learning to set boundaries becomes VERY important. Who looks after you? Yep, you know the answer.
It's an exhausting list, I know. Do note, that if you have major concerns about your health, especially mental health, contact your healthcare provider. YOU'RE NOT ALONE, there's always help at hand!
Also, at times when the energies are harsh, we might feel certain things daily. Yes, daily. Then, at times things are lighter and we're feeling really good for weeks.
Selfcare is a must. Learning to rest, recharge, and eat healthily. So, we've learned to ride the wave. Wink.
Remember that you matter. Your happiness matters and:
I truly hope you gained something out of this. Do share the link if you feel someone might benefit from it!
Mucho luuurve and blessings to your day,
Pia